Siapa aku selepas tamhidi?

Kali ni aku menulis buat kesekian kalinya pasal hidup aku after tamhidi. Habis exam final haritu, aku cuti 2 3 minggu and then terus kerja. Kerja dekat kedai makan abang sedara dekat teluk intan. Restoran singgah selalu. Area taman melur. Tough jugak rupanya kerja restoran ni. Gila la. Lepas tu dugaan berat bila taktahu nak solat kat mana am i gonna hv to go to taman melur punya surau kalau nak solat? Tak. Solat dalam kedai jugak. Hentam la. Janji solat. Problem dia just timing tu la. Ujian2. Huwaa.

Lepastu another tough times is bila colleagues tak tetap. Pernah sekali tu. Aku sorang je yang tinggal. Bayangkan. Exhausted gila wahaiiii. Rasa nak nangis nak balik jumpa mak abah masa tu jugak. Huhu. (*tiba-tiba teringat sorang brother ni punya bebel kat aku..katenye aku habis study cuti 2 minggu penat tak habis lagi dah masuk kerja..hahahaha)..Kerja kerja. Result exam keluar...nak nangis pun ada tengok result tu. Tapi. Redha. I've done the best i can do..and the result, actually sem 2  is better than sem 1...so, yeay me! ;D alhamdulillah for everything.

 

brother ni one of my colleagues. He just came back to malaysia from australia i dont know when tahun lepas kot. Gila. Dah la duduk melbourne. Memang tempat yang aku aim dah lama. Pehhhh. Iri hati aku bak kata simpulan bahasa melayu...huhuhuuuu..jeles gile..

mamat ni..banyak la aku belajar dari dia..betul la orang kata dont judge a book by its cover..dont simply judge people by appearance.even appearance cam pehh..dengan smoke cigarnye..tapi solat tak tinggal wei..salute la bro..siap kadang2 bagi tazkirah kat aku masa tengah2 basuh pinggan..serious..susah nak jumpa orang hidup nampak style camni tapi cam alim hakikatnya..dia quit dah la..dah dua tiga minggu kot quit..tak ingat..pastu tadi ade datang kedai kejap..sembang..order makan..dia cakap sedap..masalahnya.makan tak habis..apakah..baik bagi aku je makan. 

Wahaii orang kampung..beta sebenarnya mengantuk..tapi kalau beta tidur mesti beta tertinggal subuh & sahur..huhu..wahai hati..kuatkan lah dirimu.. 

(Tak sabar nak tunggu farrah wahida balik malaysia 30 jun ni..yihaaa..orang russia balik kampung weii..nak tengok mesti dia dah kurus gila..ye ah..puasa dekat 20 jam kot..meman qowiy lah doctor-to-be sorang nih)

اللهم صلي على سيدنا محمد

Sekian assalamualaikum.. selamat berpuasa ya semua.moga puasa & amalan kita bertambah baik dengam bertambahnya hari serta diredhai oleh Allah SWT. 

Yours sincerely,

cloud 9

hmmm. ni bukan pasal cekelat cloud 9. ada peribahasa bahasa inggeris iaitu 'on cloud 9' maksudnya, to be happy. yep. i am happy right now. studying in USIM is a blessing. alhamdulillah.  [sebenarnya aku tidak lah happy SEKARANG . sebab sekarang sangat busy- assignment, study,]. but, it's okay. there's no time to whine. the most important thing is, Allah has grant everything especially the chance to breath, because we don't know either there is the chance to breath the next second. or maybe in another 5 minutes. who knows right? so, have faith in Allah and do something beneficial for our deen. there are many simplest thing you can do such as make dua' for the ummah for the syrian and palestine and sharing the message of Islam to everyone... . Say thanks to Him every second. inshaAllah we will be blessed.
it's a very long time since i've been typing the previous post. i don't know when i'm going to continue the talk from Ustazah Fatimah Syarha. (ade ke orang baca blog aku ? :D) bila masuk semester 2, baru la aku dapat kenal jenis-jenis manusia dengan lebih jelas. aku tak terfikir pun nak menaip ni. sebab dah lama tak menaip. tiba tiba rasa nak menaip sebab tadi sembang dengan pico pasal perangai perangai insan insan yang kami temui. hehe. 

I am not the kind of girl that is a quick learner and having a fast pace. i like to settle my things calmly and to be honest, i am not a good organizer. [sebenarnya nak buat luahan ;' ( ] i know, yang masuk USIM, tak kisahla mana mana IPT pun. mesti la yang berjaya. yang well prepared and organized about their life. matang pun matang. tapi. please, not all of them are like that actually. kalau kau jenis yang matang well prepared and organized. susah jugak. kau nak go on, kena la consider orang lain sekali bila ada group assignment and tasks apa apa la. sebab not everyone have the habit like you. maybe kau dah sedia dah boleh go on, [alamak! maggi aku dah kembang....=="] but not everyone is like you. maybe kau tenang, tiada masalah. tapi orang lain? what about them? maybe they have trouble doing their works. and on top of all, maybe they have problems and issues in their life. you just can't blame people easily, who are you to judge? you are not god. we must always be humble. apa lagi ya. hmm. Islam itu mudah. tapi, jangan permudahkan Islam. get it? this life is just an acting stage. the akhirah is going to be the real one. gain pahala, do good deeds. complete the pillars of Islam. inshaALLAH. heaven is ours. 

قُلْ لِلْمُؤْمِنِينَ يَغُضُّوا مِنْ أَبْصَارِهِمْ وَيَحْفَظُوا فُرُوجَهُمْ ذَلِكَ أَزْكَى لَهُمْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ خَبِيرٌ بِمَا يَصْنَعُونَ

Artinya: “Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman: “Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat.” (An-Nur: 30)

Sumber: http://www.dakwatuna.com/2013/12/03/43056/menjaga-pandangan-dalam-al-quran/#ixzz3OmJ7Fbyi 
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nak cakap lagi, we must take care of our ikhtilat. jangan ingat ni USIM, takde masalah ikhtilat. tak. walhal, banyak. mungkin kau cakap study group. mungkin kau cakap, ala takpe, parents kita orang dah restu. kau ingat ni apa? hati tu kena jaga. even parents kau restu, kau pasti Allah restu? kahwin je la! kata parents restu. takde la timbul segala spekulasi dan fitnah serta zina lebih lebih lagi zina hati.  then, are you sure with the study group your knowledge is going to be blessed by Allah? here, let me say something. if you have asked every girl that you can find but they can't answer you, then you may ask a boy. but, just ask what you don't understand. he don't have to explain EVERY INCH OF THE SUBJECT to you. and vice versa. tak logik la. kau tidur apa sepanjang kuliah dari daftar sampai final???

aku nak sangat share ape yang aku mampu. tapi, aku bukan masyi apatah lagi hafizah. sikit2 boleh la. tapi nak berhujah dengan dalil hadith dan ayat quran? tak mampu. boleh, tapi tak ingat. kalau nak buat kena cari la kat kitab2. huhu. pray for me to be someone like that one day. i think that's all. may Allah bless all of the muslim in this world. inshaAllah.  p/s: memang tengah makan cloud nine pun. nah gambar satu. heh.